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published: false
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layout: post
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comments: true
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title: "Scum"
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category: [english]
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tags: [english, life]
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redirect_from: /english/2015/04/03/scum.html
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---
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**TRIGGER WARNING**
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> I should probably also say some kind of opinion.
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> I don't like calling anyone names and I think it would be best to just talk
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> about things, but there are always people who don't listen or want to
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> understand and maybe this word has it's usage, I haven't used it much, but I
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> think that I might have used it sometime when upset, but I don't remember more
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> and my memory hasn't worked lately.
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> Of course it can probably be thought that if I was more attacking, I might
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> still be at school unlike the people there whom this word possibly
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> describes... Shortly, first time they said "hi Name, you are beautiful", next
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> time "hi" and mocked my masculine voice and the third time I couldn't even use
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> bathroom in peace, my name was shouted and when I ignored them and didn't look
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> them at all, they shouted after me if I have \<male genitalia\>. School
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> naturally cannot do anything at all, because I am not cis or neurotypical so I
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> have just been at home for month and talked about suicide possibly daily.
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>
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> I am probably bad human, because I am in disputes with everyone everywhere and
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> I am not good trans either, because I only wish that I was cis girl and
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> neurotypical and that someone could love me some day. I don't know if being
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> out is the best possible choise for me, but I don't have a choice and maybe it
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> will help someone even if I never heard about the person and I try to do
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> everything I can even if nothing ever succeeds and I always do and say
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> everything wrongly.
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> I am tired of this war which is always in these comments and continuosly trans
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> person is killed somewhere, especially trans woman of colour and everywhere
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> there are laws against LGBTIQ+ people and now there has been aa lot talk about
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> those bathrooms. It's just not possible to get rest from this thing.
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> (and I once again managed to talk offtopic most of the time, but as I wrote
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> this, maybe I must also send this)
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> (ja onnistuin puhumaan suurimman osan aivan aiheen vierestä, mutta kun minä
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> kerran kirjoitin tämän niin kai minun pitää myös lähettää tämä)
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-- Facebook comment
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_This is translated from my [Finnish post]({% post_url 2015-04-01-saasta %})_
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