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excerpt: "A little about me on transness, Asperger's syndrome/autism, feminism, asexuality & using Linux."
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<em>Even if I talk about these things openly here, I prefer that
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<strong>you don't talk about me being these minorities to anyone</strong>
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and <strong>let me tell by myself</strong> if I see reason to do it.
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People interested enough can put my name to any search engine and find here sooner or later.
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If you did out me, you would risk me being treated differently and possibly
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cause dangerous concequences.</em>
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On this page I am trying to explain myself more or those things that you
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might wonder in my self-description. Some things that I explain here may
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overlap with different features.
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*For more material about these things, please see [GRSM links](/links2).*
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## GirlsLikeUs — I am trans woman
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It simply means that I was incorrectly defined as boy at birth which I
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never was. I didn't always know it, but around 14-15 Dysphoria really hit
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me.
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I was always different from boys and I have been always bullied and I
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became suicidal and depressed. I was diagnosed with AS which didn't so
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much, but finally I came to realization on who I am and started the
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progress to be recognized as myself.
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As the progress is too slow in Finland I ended up starting HRT by myself
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(like many (if not most) of us here do) and was on it for year before
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getting diagnosed and getting HRT officially.
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Many people have said that I am nowadays happier and smile more and other
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things like that and I know this is who I am.
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It's also not very nice when you separate sex and gender by saying "your
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gender can be female, but you are always biologically male" and it has
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been noted multiple times that gender is biological.
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*[GRSM links](/links2)*
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*I feel this part doesn't transmit how being trans feels and some things
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should possibly be mentioned here...*
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## AS - Asperger's Syndrome
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I am AS-person and you might see it from the way I write and speak. I have
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some over-sensitive senses like sense of hearing and it becomes difficult
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for me to speak if I try to look into your eyes at the same time, so I am
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not trying to be impolite or anything, it's just easier to not look at you
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while I speak. Same applies to understanding your speaking.
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*This paragraph is stub -.-*
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## Ace
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I am demiromantic asexual. That means that I
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* can feel romantic attraction when I have formed close emotional bond
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with someone regardless of gender.
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* don't feel sexual attraction.
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* can feel aesthetic attraction though.
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The Ace of Diamonds (🃁) that you can see in my biography is asexual slang
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and means *demiromantic asexual* or *demisexual*.
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*I feel I should type something more here, but I have no idea what...*
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## Feminist
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I support equal rights for everyone and the right of self-definition (or
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not requiring anyone to define themselves). Everyone should also be the one
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to choose what they do with their body (abortion, gender transition etc.)
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freely without complicated researchs and other people or society judging
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them.
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*This is basicaly everything, but shouldn't I also say something more?*
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## Linux user
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I have been used Linux since 2008, I started with [Ubuntu] \(8.04) which I am
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still using. My preferred distribution is [Ubuntu MATE] or
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[Ubuntu Server], but I am also familiar with other distributions, mainly
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[Debian]-deriatives.
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I have experience with [Fedora] and other distributions from that side too
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and I am not entirely lost while using them, but somehow I have always
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preferred Debian side. Maybe it's just that I have learned to use it.
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Lately I have also been using [Antergos] which is [Arch Linux] with one
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additional repo for things such as fonts and yaourt. I have always
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performed base install (no desktop environment with it) as I don't like
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the customizations that are made to desktop environments if I install them
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directly in installer. I use [MATE] as desktop environment and [SDDM]
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as display manager.
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[Ubuntu]:http://www.ubuntu.com/desktop
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[Ubuntu MATE]:https://ubuntu-mate.org/
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[Ubuntu Server]:http://www.ubuntu.com/server
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[Debian]:https://www.debian.org/
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[Fedora]:https://getfedora.org
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[Antergos]:http://antergos.com/
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[MATE]:http://mate-desktop.org/
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[SDDM]:https://github.com/sddm
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*Hah, this is the only part of the page I feel is enough descriptive...*
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# Life
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This link list to life post on my blog shouldn't be here, but it has no
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better place, so where else should it be?
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* [2015-03-25: Leaving bot communities & a little on my life]({% post_url 2015-03-25-leaving-bots-life %})
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* [2015-04-03: Scum]({% post_url 2015-04-03-scum %})
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* [2015-04-01: Saasta]({% post_url 2015-04-01-saasta %})
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* [2015-05-18: Somewhat more on my life & untold background of bots]({% post_url 2015-05-18-life-bot-background %})
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* [2015-06-16: Feelings and wounds of school bullying]({% post_url 2015-06-16-feelings %})
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* * * * *
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*Please keep in mind that everything in this page is just my opinion and
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not all trans or AS or \<any group\> people are the exact same.*
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