2015-04-03 19:53:50 +02:00
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comments: true
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title: "Scum"
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category: [english]
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tags: [english, life]
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2015-04-13 21:16:32 +02:00
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**TRIGGER WARNING**
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2015-04-03 19:53:50 +02:00
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> I should probably also say some kind of opinion.
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> I don't like calling anyone names and I think it would be best to just
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> talk about things, but there are always people who don't listen or
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> want to understand and maybe this word has it's usage, I haven't used it
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> much, but I think that I might have used it sometime when upset, but
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> I don't remember more and my memory hasn't worked lately.
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> Of course it can probably be thought that if I was more attacking,
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> I might still be at school unlike the people there whom this word
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> possibly describes... Shortly, first time they said "hi Name, you are
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> beautiful", next time "hi" and mocked my masculine voice and the third
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> time I couldn't even use bathroom in peace, my name was shouted and
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> when I ignored them and didn't look them at all, they shouted after me
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> if I have \<male genitalia\>. School naturally cannot do anything at
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> all, because I am not cis or neurotypical so I have just been at home
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> for month and talked about suicide possibly daily.
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>
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> I am probably bad human, because I am in disputes with everyone
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> everywhere and I am not good trans either, because I only wish that I
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> was cis girl and neurotypical and that someone could love me some day. I
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> don't know if being out is the best possible choise for me, but I don't
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> have a choice and maybe it will help someone even if I never heard about
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> the person and I try to do everything I can even if nothing ever succeeds
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> and I always do and say everything wrongly.
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>
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> I am tired of this war which is always in these comments and continuosly
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> trans person is killed somewhere, especially trans woman of colour
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> and everywhere there are laws against LGBTIQ+ people and now there has
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> been aa lot talk about those bathrooms. It's just not possible to get
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> rest from this thing.
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>
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> (and I once again managed to talk offtopic most of the time, but as I
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> wrote this, maybe I must also send this)
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> (ja onnistuin puhumaan suurimman osan aivan aiheen vierestä, mutta kun
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> minä kerran kirjoitin tämän niin kai minun pitää myös lähettää tämä)
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-- Facebook comment
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*This is translated from my [Finnish post]({% post_url 2015-04-01-saasta %})*
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