blog: scum (translated from saasta)

_posts/2015-04-03-scum.md

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+layout: post
+comments: true
+title: "Scum"
+category: [english]
+tags: [english, life]
+---
+
+> I should probably also say some kind of opinion.
+
+> I don't like calling anyone names and I think it would be best to just
+> talk about things, but there are always people who don't listen or
+> want to understand and maybe this word has it's usage, I haven't used it
+> much, but I think that I might have used it sometime when upset, but
+> I don't remember more and my memory hasn't worked lately.
+>
+> Of course it can probably be thought that if I was more attacking,
+> I might still be at school unlike the people there whom this word
+> possibly describes... Shortly, first time they said "hi Name, you are
+> beautiful", next time "hi" and mocked my masculine voice and the third
+> time I couldn't even use bathroom in peace, my name was shouted and
+> when I ignored them and didn't look them at all, they shouted after me
+> if I have \<male genitalia\>. School naturally cannot do anything at
+> all, because I am not cis or neurotypical so I have just been at home
+> for month and talked about suicide possibly daily.
+>
+> I am probably bad human, because I am in disputes with everyone
+> everywhere and I am not good trans either, because I only wish that I
+> was cis girl and neurotypical and that someone could love me some day. I
+> don't know if being out is the best possible choise for me, but I don't
+> have a choice and maybe it will help someone even if I never heard about
+> the person and I try to do everything I can even if nothing ever succeeds
+> and I always do and say everything wrongly.
+>
+> I am tired of this war which is always in these comments and continuosly
+> trans person is killed somewhere, especially trans woman of colour
+> and everywhere there are laws against LGBTIQ+ people and now there has
+> been aa lot talk about those bathrooms. It's just not possible to get
+> rest from this thing.
+>
+> (and I once again managed to talk offtopic most of the time, but as I
+> wrote this, maybe I must also send this)
+>
+> (ja onnistuin puhumaan suurimman osan aivan aiheen vierestä, mutta kun 
+> minä kerran kirjoitin tämän niin kai minun pitää myös lähettää tämä)
+
+-- Facebook comment
+
+*This is translated from my [Finnish post]({% post_url 2015-04-01-saasta %})*