--- layout: post comments: true title: "Repeating on how to be happy" category: [english] tags: [english] --- *Insert something descriptie here, this post is in the serie that is going to stay as _drafts which appears to be a good place for crying.* I would be happier if I followed my own policies such as [ignoring PM attemps from people I don't know]() ``` 2015-07-26 10:13:22+0300 -- iwusoxkxbavapqp uid33591@gateway/web/irccloud.com/x-tsuhecnrtzpouzaw :is messaging you, and you have umode +g. /whois iwusoxkxbavapqp 2015-07-26 10:19:52+0300 -- iwusoxkxbavapqp: No such server /whowas iwusoxkxbavapqp 2015-07-26 10:19:58+0300 -- [iwusoxkxbavapqp] (uid33591@gateway/web/irccloud.com/x-tsuhecnrtzpouzaw) was iwusoxkxbavapqp 2015-07-26 10:19:58+0300 -- [iwusoxkxbavapqp] was logged in as Cheat 2015-07-26 10:19:58+0300 -- [iwusoxkxbavapqp] leguin.freenode.net (Sun Jul 26 07:13:33 2015) 2015-07-26 10:19:58+0300 -- [iwusoxkxbavapqp] End of WHOWAS /whois cheat 2015-07-26 10:20:06+0300 -- cheat: No such server /whowas cheat 2015-07-26 10:20:11+0300 -- Cheat: There was no such nickname 2015-07-26 10:20:11+0300 -- [Cheat] End of WHOWAS /ns info cheat 2015-07-26 10:20:14+0300 -- NickServ: Information on Cheat (account Cheat): 2015-07-26 10:20:14+0300 -- NickServ: Registered : Jul 04 07:08:53 2014 (1y 3w 1d ago) 2015-07-26 10:20:14+0300 -- NickServ: User reg. : Jul 04 07:07:00 2014 (1y 3w 1d ago) 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- NickServ: Last seen : (about 5 weeks ago) 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- NickServ: User seen : (about 0 weeks ago) 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- NickServ: Email : spydar007@gmail.com 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- NickServ: Metadata : Bot = yes 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- NickServ: Metadata : Owner = Spydar007 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- NickServ: Flags : NoMemo, EMailMemos, Private 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- NickServ: Cheat has enabled nick protection 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- NickServ: *** End of Info *** 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- [NickServ] (NickServ@services.): Nickname Services 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- [NickServ] services. (Atheme IRC Services) 2015-07-26 10:20:15+0300 -- [NickServ] is a Network Service 2015-07-26 10:20:16+0300 -- [NickServ] End of WHOIS ``` It appears that this PM attempt was attempt to evade ignore by [one harasser](https://github.com/Mikaela/freenode-harassment/blob/master/spydar007/2015-01-12.query.log#L6). > Would you consider sending me a photo of yourself naked? I ask because I know some trans people do and I'm kinda just curious to see what it looks like (a girl with a penis). Later I have learned that I wasn't even the only person to receive requests for naked photos from them. A moment passes and Thunderbird alerts me of a new unread email: ``` Sender: root@spydar007.com Subject: Please read Hi. I know what I did was stupid. I understand that now. I'm sorry. I am truly truly sorry for it. I wasn't thinking. It was childish. I'm sorry. Can you forgive me? Can we be friends again? If you forgive me, reply or send me a memo. Thanks, and I'm sorry again. – Spydar007 — Sent from Mailbox ``` Maybe some incidents could be forgiven, but that wasn't all of it... Happened on \#Zohlai, channel of Zohlai IRC Services which again is fork of Atheme IRC Services and fully offtopic. ``` ==> 2015-05-19.log <== [21:44:41] *** Joins: Tsutsukakushi (~Tsutsukak@gnu.moe) [21:44:44] Mikaela: [22:01:33] gnu.moe, is that like rms.sexy [22:02:09] oh lol, 'http://rms.moe requires authentication for realm "Broadband Router"' [22:06:31] no [22:06:39] rms sexy is just embedded youtube video [22:06:41] you dummy [22:07:08] Mikaela: [23:53:27] Mikaela: [23:54:33] Tsutsukakushi: hi do you need something [23:54:51] i just joined the first channel on her whois [23:54:55] because of her +g [23:54:59] Tsutsukakushi: why [23:55:12] so i could sort a few missconceptions out [23:55:23] i don't like to be labeled as transphobe for no good reason [23:55:25] sounds to me like being a prat isn't going to help you very much ==> 2015-05-20.log <== [00:36:54] Tsutsukakushi: you have no chance in sorting issues out with Mikaela; once she's labelled you a transphobe you're done. [00:37:04] I know from personal experience - just move on [00:37:04] :c [00:37:14] at least i tried [00:37:16] *** Parts: Tsutsukakushi (~Tsutsukak@gnu.moe) ("Bai bai!") [00:38:14] Yeah, ikr [00:38:17] "Tried" [01:55:24] Spydar007: from what i have been told you asked her for nudes [01:55:37] Spydar007: so i think her reasoning for being done with you is likely more related to that [08:25:22] i find it hilarious that Spydar007 does not dispute that [08:31:58] kaniini: well that's an obvious fact, and I wasn't talking about that. I was merely saying that he hasn't got a chance in rectification. [08:32:34] i'm wondering why that might be [08:32:54] considering that i am sure 90% of her PM traffic on freenode is some variant of, [08:32:56] [09:57:51] Would you consider sending me a photo of yourself naked? I ask because I know some trans people do and I'm kinda just curious to see what it looks like (a girl with a penis). [08:33:29] kaniini: your point is still irrelevant [08:33:32] i can see why she might be a bit preemptive in this regard [08:34:05] how is my point 'irrelevant' [08:34:13] my point is that you're a complete, and total, piece of fucking shit [08:34:27] I am not disputing or arguing against what she does, because I understand why. I was telling him to make sure he doesn't waste his time bothering. [08:34:40] What I actually did is nothing to do with it. [08:34:47] And, yes. [08:34:48] I am [08:34:52] Deal with it [08:35:52] normally when people are demonstrated behaving in the way that you did, they say something like [08:35:56] "my bad, i was drunk" [08:36:24] I am not even going to bother with this. [08:36:33] there is also the "i really did not realize that what i was doing may have been offensive" [08:37:51] further, your "personal experience" is irrelevant. you asked someone for nudes because you were curious in the same way as someone would be curious about a unicorn. [08:38:02] whatever he did is certainly different than that [08:40:37] Spydar007: further, my point is that your behaviour is a contributor to an overall problem on freenode where women (and also transwomen) are harrassed by stupid twats like you [16:03:41] *** ChanServ sets mode: +o mt [16:04:59] *** mt sets mode: +bq-o *!*@gnu.moe *!*@unaffiliated/spydar007 mt ```